Friday, June 25, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Dear Best friend,
I think out of everyone- you deserve this the most. I cannot show you my appreciation in person, for all the things you've gone through with me.
I dont know why I would consider you one of my best friends, we never met in person. The closest thing to it is probably webcaming with each other once and awhile, when we're both lazy to type. I dont know if you geniunely mean the sweet things that you say or you just say them to make me feel better and give me a tiny bit of boost of ego. Which ever it is I love you for doing that. I love how it just puts a smile on my face almost instantly. If you were here or I was there, Im sure we'd make a kick ass couple lol.
So hurry up and get your ass up in Canada so we can hang out!
I think out of everyone- you deserve this the most. I cannot show you my appreciation in person, for all the things you've gone through with me.
I dont know why I would consider you one of my best friends, we never met in person. The closest thing to it is probably webcaming with each other once and awhile, when we're both lazy to type. I dont know if you geniunely mean the sweet things that you say or you just say them to make me feel better and give me a tiny bit of boost of ego. Which ever it is I love you for doing that. I love how it just puts a smile on my face almost instantly. If you were here or I was there, Im sure we'd make a kick ass couple lol.
So hurry up and get your ass up in Canada so we can hang out!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
30 days of letters
I just found this on tumblr, hopefully I can keep this up. Soo starting tomorrow (in the morning) I guess I'll write my first letter?
Instructions: You write a letter each day to the following:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Music Addiction
I am addicted to Mike Posner's cooler than me. The lyrics are meh but the beat is really catchy.
Monday, June 14, 2010
A letter to my 18 year old self.
Well I was stumbling along the other day and I stumbled upon this entry on Shameless Sassy. I thought it was an awesome idea and I wanted to do something similar. Well I was only 18 years old 3 years ago, so I kinda hope i remember some of the stupid things I did back then and probably try to warn myself about those stupid mistakes I've made. So I guess here goes,
Dear 18 year old Annie,
Honestly your grammar sucks, I think it still does to this day. You really need to get into the habit of proof reading your papers. I know you have strong arguments and strong points to back up your arguments but you really need to write your papers in days in advance so you can actually go back and proof read it. Not to mention you have poor thesis creating skills. I think everyone has that problem. Oh yeah... in the future never use the same user name your gonna use to post in your blog as the domain name of the blog. I know you've made that mistake many times...I guess its due to our lack of creativity.
Don't rush to be a kid again, I know we both had to grow up at 14,15 against our own will, but we will have time to be a kid while still being adults. Your friends from high school will not always be your friends. There will be friends that you want to cut out of your life completely. Be thankful you did in the future, if not you'll be kicking yourself in the ass like I am right now.You should always be confident of yourself, don't always look down at yourself despite what people say. You will loose all that weight your gained in high school. You will look at yourself one day and be like "what the fuck, where did all that weight go? I didn't do any physical activities," trust me its the poor eating habit you've developed working at that shit hole. You may or may not gain it back, you may even lose it again and look twice as good.
Just appreciate what you have, and ignore our father. He's a complete douche and as you'll get older you'll realize that he's not gonna ever change his douche ways.
- Future self.
Dear 18 year old Annie,
Honestly your grammar sucks, I think it still does to this day. You really need to get into the habit of proof reading your papers. I know you have strong arguments and strong points to back up your arguments but you really need to write your papers in days in advance so you can actually go back and proof read it. Not to mention you have poor thesis creating skills. I think everyone has that problem. Oh yeah... in the future never use the same user name your gonna use to post in your blog as the domain name of the blog. I know you've made that mistake many times...I guess its due to our lack of creativity.
Don't rush to be a kid again, I know we both had to grow up at 14,15 against our own will, but we will have time to be a kid while still being adults. Your friends from high school will not always be your friends. There will be friends that you want to cut out of your life completely. Be thankful you did in the future, if not you'll be kicking yourself in the ass like I am right now.You should always be confident of yourself, don't always look down at yourself despite what people say. You will loose all that weight your gained in high school. You will look at yourself one day and be like "what the fuck, where did all that weight go? I didn't do any physical activities," trust me its the poor eating habit you've developed working at that shit hole. You may or may not gain it back, you may even lose it again and look twice as good.
Just appreciate what you have, and ignore our father. He's a complete douche and as you'll get older you'll realize that he's not gonna ever change his douche ways.
- Future self.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Weekend review (a week later)
I would of posted these pics earlier, but I've been feeling sick. Actually I'm still sick and I refuse to go see a doctor because I don't want to waste my time sitting there uncomfortable wearing a mask and then find out all I have is a bad cold. Any ways last weekend was an event filled weekend. I went to do volunteer work for Eat Vancouver! (a food festival that takes place every year), went to Eat Vancouver! with a friend and wrapped it all up with a Bonn fire, which lead to my illness.
I'm kind of sad to say that this year's Eat Vancouver! wasn't as great as last year. One year they had a chocolate sculpting contest, I was hoping they would have something similar but they didn't. They didn't have a lot of things they would have every year. I found the whole venue was really crowded, but then I went on a Saturday which explains everything. Most people would go on a Saturday night oppose to Friday night because everyone's just so pooped tired from working. Soo while volunteering on Friday night the person I was working with spotted a giant apple walking around. I passed her my camera and got a picture of it...and with it.
I think some people thought it was a bell pepper, I assure you it wasn't. He was advertising for a tutoring thing.
Girl i volunteered with and the giant apple and me. I thought it was random that some person insisted we take a picture together and I don't know that girl very well.
TBH, i have no clue why it was leaned in so close to me. Noooo clue why.
I thought it was kind of funny they gave my friend a baby yogurt, while I got regular plain...vanilla yogurt. Her's tasted a lot better...is it just me or does food for kids/babies taste so much better? It's more flavorful and less...bland? I don't eat baby food by the way. It's something I noticed when i was eating some product designed/ marketed for kids.
Now on SUNDAY, it was the bonn fire, my friend started planning on Friday. It was suppose to be a pig on a spit/farewell party fro a friend. With the lack of planning, it was plannedhttp://www.xanga.com/private/editorx.aspx with a guy who normally hosts LAN parties and a guy who has his own time zone (+3-5 hours). From what I've heard all they did was sit around waiting for the third guy to show up. Apparently he didn't show up until 11pm at night and didn't get any planning done either.My friend going away kept insist I go, even when I told him I'm a little sick so there's a 50/50 chance I wouldn't go because I'm sick. He had a feeling I was avoiding him, maybe I was - maybe I wasn't. So i felt bad I if I didn't go and see him off before I spend the rest of the summer with out him around.
The entire thing was suppose to start at 3pm. Well the plan was that they had the fire going and all that by 3pm. But instead majority of the time was sitting around at the Lan party guy's apartment waiting around for a ride over. Well nothing had actually had happened until 7pm. It was raining. I was feeling even more sick and I didn't want to go home because - again I wanted some food. By the time I got home my parents would of had dinner and I didn't want to ruin a clean kitchen by cooking. While playing the waiting game for rides, my friend had all the food prepared. So what he had was the pig all marinated and ready to go, then they had a whole chicken soaked in beer with pork stuffed inside. Lastly, they had sock eye. The only thing they forgot to prep is the chuck.
Any ways, once they got to the beach or the place where the bon fire was suppose to take place they spent a good 20 minutes trying to get the fire going, tried cooking the chicken in an open pot but the plastic part of the handle melted off, then tried cooking it on a stick but the stick got caught on fire. The guy cooking didn't have his tongs, and was too lazy to find a pair of tongs in his kit so he pretty much took two knifes to flip everything. Kinda scary if your standing near him and all you hear is "some one with a camera take pictures!" All in the rain, yes they did all that in the rain. Everything else had to be cooked in a trailer that some one had brought with him attached to his truck. By about 9:30 I was super hungry and super sick so I went home. It took me an hour to get home and it kinda sucked for me because I had to take the bus all the way home. So, since then I've been pretty sick. I'm slowly starting to feel better, parents are making me go see a doctor though. Even one of my friends is going to call and harass me until I had made an appointment to see a doctor.
So here are the rest of the pictures:
I'm kind of sad to say that this year's Eat Vancouver! wasn't as great as last year. One year they had a chocolate sculpting contest, I was hoping they would have something similar but they didn't. They didn't have a lot of things they would have every year. I found the whole venue was really crowded, but then I went on a Saturday which explains everything. Most people would go on a Saturday night oppose to Friday night because everyone's just so pooped tired from working. Soo while volunteering on Friday night the person I was working with spotted a giant apple walking around. I passed her my camera and got a picture of it...and with it.
I think some people thought it was a bell pepper, I assure you it wasn't. He was advertising for a tutoring thing.
Girl i volunteered with and the giant apple and me. I thought it was random that some person insisted we take a picture together and I don't know that girl very well.
TBH, i have no clue why it was leaned in so close to me. Noooo clue why.
I thought it was kind of funny they gave my friend a baby yogurt, while I got regular plain...vanilla yogurt. Her's tasted a lot better...is it just me or does food for kids/babies taste so much better? It's more flavorful and less...bland? I don't eat baby food by the way. It's something I noticed when i was eating some product designed/ marketed for kids.
Now on SUNDAY, it was the bonn fire, my friend started planning on Friday. It was suppose to be a pig on a spit/farewell party fro a friend. With the lack of planning, it was plannedhttp://www.xanga.com/private/editorx.aspx with a guy who normally hosts LAN parties and a guy who has his own time zone (+3-5 hours). From what I've heard all they did was sit around waiting for the third guy to show up. Apparently he didn't show up until 11pm at night and didn't get any planning done either.My friend going away kept insist I go, even when I told him I'm a little sick so there's a 50/50 chance I wouldn't go because I'm sick. He had a feeling I was avoiding him, maybe I was - maybe I wasn't. So i felt bad I if I didn't go and see him off before I spend the rest of the summer with out him around.
The entire thing was suppose to start at 3pm. Well the plan was that they had the fire going and all that by 3pm. But instead majority of the time was sitting around at the Lan party guy's apartment waiting around for a ride over. Well nothing had actually had happened until 7pm. It was raining. I was feeling even more sick and I didn't want to go home because - again I wanted some food. By the time I got home my parents would of had dinner and I didn't want to ruin a clean kitchen by cooking. While playing the waiting game for rides, my friend had all the food prepared. So what he had was the pig all marinated and ready to go, then they had a whole chicken soaked in beer with pork stuffed inside. Lastly, they had sock eye. The only thing they forgot to prep is the chuck.
Any ways, once they got to the beach or the place where the bon fire was suppose to take place they spent a good 20 minutes trying to get the fire going, tried cooking the chicken in an open pot but the plastic part of the handle melted off, then tried cooking it on a stick but the stick got caught on fire. The guy cooking didn't have his tongs, and was too lazy to find a pair of tongs in his kit so he pretty much took two knifes to flip everything. Kinda scary if your standing near him and all you hear is "some one with a camera take pictures!" All in the rain, yes they did all that in the rain. Everything else had to be cooked in a trailer that some one had brought with him attached to his truck. By about 9:30 I was super hungry and super sick so I went home. It took me an hour to get home and it kinda sucked for me because I had to take the bus all the way home. So, since then I've been pretty sick. I'm slowly starting to feel better, parents are making me go see a doctor though. Even one of my friends is going to call and harass me until I had made an appointment to see a doctor.
So here are the rest of the pictures:
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I'm here- in a shower curtain for you.
had to re-watch glee just for this one scene, which made me literally lol.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Day 1 of Insanity.
Okay, so I have completed one thing of the insanity work out. I printed out the calender as well so i know what work out I should be doing.
Any ways, a little history about my self - I'm 20 years old and I weigh about 123, and I'm 5'4. I am not 100% sure if my weight is correct, my scale is currently broken so I got my weight and bmi from my wii fit.
My goal weight to have before August or my friend's 3rd annual beach day, is to be at 120 and hopefully a body like Jessica Biel.
Okay so today I did a bit of Yoga on the wii fit just to work on my balance. I noticed i have more balance on my right then my left; so i'm trying to even that out and hopefully it'll improve my posture. Later in the afternoon i finally got around to doing the insanity fit test, and here are the results:
Week 1 start:
Swift kick - 61
Power Jacks - 43
Power Knees -30
Power Jumps - 21
Globe jump -6
Suicide jump -5
Push up jack - 2
Low plank oblique -21
As you can see...I'm very out of shape. Now that I got nothing but time I'm going to try and improve it...by trying to get myself back into shape.
Any ways, a little history about my self - I'm 20 years old and I weigh about 123, and I'm 5'4. I am not 100% sure if my weight is correct, my scale is currently broken so I got my weight and bmi from my wii fit.
My goal weight to have before August or my friend's 3rd annual beach day, is to be at 120 and hopefully a body like Jessica Biel.
Okay so today I did a bit of Yoga on the wii fit just to work on my balance. I noticed i have more balance on my right then my left; so i'm trying to even that out and hopefully it'll improve my posture. Later in the afternoon i finally got around to doing the insanity fit test, and here are the results:
Week 1 start:
Swift kick - 61
Power Jacks - 43
Power Knees -30
Power Jumps - 21
Globe jump -6
Suicide jump -5
Push up jack - 2
Low plank oblique -21
As you can see...I'm very out of shape. Now that I got nothing but time I'm going to try and improve it...by trying to get myself back into shape.
Summer goals.
Okay!
I think i binged eat enough in the last couple of days. Now i gotta work it off, keep it off and look and feel great. So i can rock my bikini with pride. Well maybe not pride but just feel damn good about it.
Well my work out goal for this summer is, to go running more when the weather permits, wii fit (mostly for the Yoga and maybe some strengthening). intensitive work out/ turbo jam/ hip hop abs. Which ever one i feel like working out to. I have a friend whose offering to train me for running and probably motivate me. He made this goal for me - I should go running as if I'm training to do the Sun run 2011. It's way too far away and less motivating. So I'm trying to find another goal for myself.
I dont think I'm going to change anything about my diet, maybe eat more than two meals a day. I know its very bad but I'm going to try! I wished I can try the not eating after 7 PM diet, but my family eats dinner at 7pm so that is kind of unfeasible for me. I shall keep record of my progress on my blog here or maybe just write it down on post its and post them around my room hopefully it would motivate me a bit.
I think i binged eat enough in the last couple of days. Now i gotta work it off, keep it off and look and feel great. So i can rock my bikini with pride. Well maybe not pride but just feel damn good about it.
Well my work out goal for this summer is, to go running more when the weather permits, wii fit (mostly for the Yoga and maybe some strengthening). intensitive work out/ turbo jam/ hip hop abs. Which ever one i feel like working out to. I have a friend whose offering to train me for running and probably motivate me. He made this goal for me - I should go running as if I'm training to do the Sun run 2011. It's way too far away and less motivating. So I'm trying to find another goal for myself.
I dont think I'm going to change anything about my diet, maybe eat more than two meals a day. I know its very bad but I'm going to try! I wished I can try the not eating after 7 PM diet, but my family eats dinner at 7pm so that is kind of unfeasible for me. I shall keep record of my progress on my blog here or maybe just write it down on post its and post them around my room hopefully it would motivate me a bit.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Quit asking me damnit.
Damnit. I am quite sick and tired of people asking me if I saw NPH on last week's episode of Glee singing areosmith's "Dream on" with Christopher Morrison. .
Ugh. So please stop messaging me asking if I saw that episode.
Again, Yes I have. I watch it religiously every tuesday. That is why I don't go out on tuesdays. If I do it's usually by force or after i watch it.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Bad Luck,
Oh i dont feel like putting this in a seperate post, but honestly- sometimes I rant and vent to you is just for you to listen. I don't need your "advice," sometimes it hurts more to think about what you said than actually put it in to reality. It doesn't help me make the right decision. It just makes me want to punch you in the face some more.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Whytecliff park =D
So the weather finally decided to behave, it was a very nice day for an outdoor adventure with my boyfriend. I must admit, it was a fun little adventure after stuffing our faces at I hop. The new slammer (whipping cream, blueberry/strawberry/ cinnamon apple filling, pancake, cream cheese, and pancake) was a good, he was disappointed that it didn't look anything like it did in the advertisement. We were talking about flying a kite, I never flew a kite before - I know it's kind of sad for me to admit that. I guess we decided against it since it wasn't windy enough and my boyfriend didn't want to look stupid running with a 6 ft black shark kite that won't fly. I had a good chuckle at that image.
Well we ended up at Whyte Cliff park over in West Van. It was a very nice drive down there. I actually love the scenery and the view of the water. I wished I got some shots of it but I think it would of been a little hard in a moving car. Now at Whyte Cliff park, the biggest tourist attraction would be the big giant rock they have there. (Awkwardly posted below:)
I don't know if a lot of people know this about me, but I'm terrified of heights. Yes, I am terrified of heights and the dark...and...bugs crawling on my leg... yeah. I'm terrified a lot of things. Just by looking at the picture, you'd think "oh that's not bad of a climb," I initially thought the same when I saw it, but as I started climbing it up more and more, I started getting a little nervous. I think quarter way up there I thought we were half way up to the top. Well, we weren't and I was starting to get a little nervous. I was terrified of slipping. Well long sobbing story later, I made it to the other side, got to sit there and enjoy the view for a bit before the horrible and painful climb back to land. On the way down a I ran into a geese sitting in it's nest. It startled me, and I guess my boyfriend didn't notice it. When I pointed it out he wanted to pet it, too bad he didn't I would of loved to seen the reaction. I know I'm mean.
We were lucky to get some pictures and I kept commenting on how it looked like it was posing. It's probably used to it, after all... its getting to be tourist season. Or it;s surprised some one noticed it sitting there.
The view from the beach:
annnd to top it off: my nervous face?
Well we ended up at Whyte Cliff park over in West Van. It was a very nice drive down there. I actually love the scenery and the view of the water. I wished I got some shots of it but I think it would of been a little hard in a moving car. Now at Whyte Cliff park, the biggest tourist attraction would be the big giant rock they have there. (Awkwardly posted below:)
I don't know if a lot of people know this about me, but I'm terrified of heights. Yes, I am terrified of heights and the dark...and...bugs crawling on my leg... yeah. I'm terrified a lot of things. Just by looking at the picture, you'd think "oh that's not bad of a climb," I initially thought the same when I saw it, but as I started climbing it up more and more, I started getting a little nervous. I think quarter way up there I thought we were half way up to the top. Well, we weren't and I was starting to get a little nervous. I was terrified of slipping. Well long sobbing story later, I made it to the other side, got to sit there and enjoy the view for a bit before the horrible and painful climb back to land. On the way down a I ran into a geese sitting in it's nest. It startled me, and I guess my boyfriend didn't notice it. When I pointed it out he wanted to pet it, too bad he didn't I would of loved to seen the reaction. I know I'm mean.
We were lucky to get some pictures and I kept commenting on how it looked like it was posing. It's probably used to it, after all... its getting to be tourist season. Or it;s surprised some one noticed it sitting there.
The view from the beach:
annnd to top it off: my nervous face?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
A keeeeper?
Well, I'm finally done finals and it's the start of my vacation. So on Friday as a little treat for myself, I bought a summer dress from Sirens. I was a little iffy about buying it because it's strapless and I hate how some strapless dresses require you to constantly pull it up. I bought it any ways since I was with a guy friend, he took fashion studies so he knows what he's talking about (hopefully), since he said he was lost for words about how amazing I looked in the dress and the dress was $15.50.
*Don't mind the slippers, it's cold in my house and I didn't feel like taking them off*
Any ways, what do you guys think? Is it a keeper or should I return it? If you think I should keep it what should I accessorize with it? I want to wear it to any kind of weddings or any sort of formal events that take place in the summer.
*Don't mind the slippers, it's cold in my house and I didn't feel like taking them off*
Any ways, what do you guys think? Is it a keeper or should I return it? If you think I should keep it what should I accessorize with it? I want to wear it to any kind of weddings or any sort of formal events that take place in the summer.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Sleeping doggies
My dogs seem to get more sleep than I have. I wished I was able to sleep through anything like these guys...
this is the first time I've seen Baibai sleeping in the same bed with Ollie...with out me in it.
well after looking back at the other posts where I had the dogs tagged, I noticed how much baibai has changed since being adopted into our family. True he can be annoying....very annoying at times, but hes still a lovable white fluff ball (well until my dad shaved him and he had to wear his clothes for a little while).
A little time line:
a month ago. This was before he got shaved...
this post was random.. i know.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
BAD TIMING.
You guys have the worse timing ever...
I have a final tomorrow but I can't sleep, and I can't focus because of what happened.
The whole entire time i thought you were attracted to the other girl and you wanted more from her not me...
i know i promised to give you the benefit of doubt but... now because of that its going to be a lot harder for me to have a talk to you about whats on my mind...
im gonna go study.
I have a final tomorrow but I can't sleep, and I can't focus because of what happened.
The whole entire time i thought you were attracted to the other girl and you wanted more from her not me...
i know i promised to give you the benefit of doubt but... now because of that its going to be a lot harder for me to have a talk to you about whats on my mind...
im gonna go study.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Meet real guys
Okay I was posting something on a forum and I noticed this ad,
I never knew guys who look like d-bags are considered as "real guys"
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Lack of clever title.
I spent probably a good half hour looking for a picture to suit this blog post. I've given up on looking for it since it seems so time consuming; I guess it's better to find an image after - rather than before writing the blog post.
Well yesterday I was hosting a get together with my friends, my best friend aka my mother, was helping me cook dinner since I had shit all prepared. I don't remember what we were talking about exactly, but it kind of got to me. He was saying how he likes my boyfriend and he's never seen me this way after knowing me for 7 years. He later on asked me a series of questions like, have you hit him? (I guess I was an abusive girlfriend, but I didn't leave bruises or anything. I just hit really hard since I grew up in a house hold of males after my mother passed away), do you want this relationship to last? Do you think this relationship would work? The answer to most of those questions were "no," and the last two he asked were "I hope so." He said it was a good thing and he likes him because he treats me the way I should be treated and the fact that we're not so lovely dovey in public. Truth be told, I don't think we're all that affectionate with each other. I guess it's a good thing?
I didn't know what he meant by "he treats me the way I should be treated," and he just told me to think about it. I guess in the back of my mind that question was floating there waiting to be pondered about and reminisced about just to help my heart, or myself find the answer. Well last night on the spot I was able to think of two recent guys I've dated. Just sitting here right now just made think about it some more. I guess to sum it all up, most guys that I've dated before - didn't show their true sides until after the honey moon stage.
The last guy i dated before I met my current boyfriend, treated me like shit. He wouldn't let me see my friends or even talk to them with out being called a slut. In his defense I am a slut, despite some of the things I did when i was 17. I just thought it was unfair of him, I allowed him to see his friends, I allowed him to talk to other girls, i didn't care as long as they weren't doing anything behind my back (he claimed to have stop talking to other girls, ended up being a lie.) He claimed that I cheated on him, and this is one thing that always confused me. Some times he'd say we were together, other times he said we weren't together. Yeah, I know it was very confusing for me too. I always went with the, unless I agree and too, acknowledge the fact that we're together; we're a couple.
The second to last guy i dated, well he was a total sweet heart and I liked him a lot. I didn't mind talking to him for hours because we usually had something to talk about. When I was sad he would have something cute or quirky to say or do something with his extremely flexible body. It freaked me out at first, but it some how got my mind off what ever I was worried about. Well like i told my best friend last night, was that he sort of treated me like his mother. He expected me to comfort him and give him some comforting motherly advice as well as advice. This relationship was just... a train wreck. We broke up, then we got back together again... it was like that for awhile until i said, it's not gonna work we better just stay as friends. I don't think that worked out very well...
Third last guy, well he was boring not liked by many and... i guess he treated me like charity case. Insisted that I fix the bridge I burnt with my dad. I know it's too late to fix that bridge, it's been burning since i was 16. He was kind of cocky too. Now I just refer to him as the drunken mistake.
....well I guess you get the idea of the last 3 guys i've dated and how they were like.
Well yesterday I was hosting a get together with my friends, my best friend aka my mother, was helping me cook dinner since I had shit all prepared. I don't remember what we were talking about exactly, but it kind of got to me. He was saying how he likes my boyfriend and he's never seen me this way after knowing me for 7 years. He later on asked me a series of questions like, have you hit him? (I guess I was an abusive girlfriend, but I didn't leave bruises or anything. I just hit really hard since I grew up in a house hold of males after my mother passed away), do you want this relationship to last? Do you think this relationship would work? The answer to most of those questions were "no," and the last two he asked were "I hope so." He said it was a good thing and he likes him because he treats me the way I should be treated and the fact that we're not so lovely dovey in public. Truth be told, I don't think we're all that affectionate with each other. I guess it's a good thing?
I didn't know what he meant by "he treats me the way I should be treated," and he just told me to think about it. I guess in the back of my mind that question was floating there waiting to be pondered about and reminisced about just to help my heart, or myself find the answer. Well last night on the spot I was able to think of two recent guys I've dated. Just sitting here right now just made think about it some more. I guess to sum it all up, most guys that I've dated before - didn't show their true sides until after the honey moon stage.
The last guy i dated before I met my current boyfriend, treated me like shit. He wouldn't let me see my friends or even talk to them with out being called a slut. In his defense I am a slut, despite some of the things I did when i was 17. I just thought it was unfair of him, I allowed him to see his friends, I allowed him to talk to other girls, i didn't care as long as they weren't doing anything behind my back (he claimed to have stop talking to other girls, ended up being a lie.) He claimed that I cheated on him, and this is one thing that always confused me. Some times he'd say we were together, other times he said we weren't together. Yeah, I know it was very confusing for me too. I always went with the, unless I agree and too, acknowledge the fact that we're together; we're a couple.
The second to last guy i dated, well he was a total sweet heart and I liked him a lot. I didn't mind talking to him for hours because we usually had something to talk about. When I was sad he would have something cute or quirky to say or do something with his extremely flexible body. It freaked me out at first, but it some how got my mind off what ever I was worried about. Well like i told my best friend last night, was that he sort of treated me like his mother. He expected me to comfort him and give him some comforting motherly advice as well as advice. This relationship was just... a train wreck. We broke up, then we got back together again... it was like that for awhile until i said, it's not gonna work we better just stay as friends. I don't think that worked out very well...
Third last guy, well he was boring not liked by many and... i guess he treated me like charity case. Insisted that I fix the bridge I burnt with my dad. I know it's too late to fix that bridge, it's been burning since i was 16. He was kind of cocky too. Now I just refer to him as the drunken mistake.
....well I guess you get the idea of the last 3 guys i've dated and how they were like.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Hachiko: A dog's tale
Synopsis: Hachiko, the legendary Japanese akita, proves that there is nothing more loyal than mans best friend in this modern retelling of a cherished true story. It all begins when a college professor adopts an abandoned dog named Hachiko. The two form such a strong bond that Hachiko walks with the professor to the train station each morning and returns to the station each evening to walk the professor home again. The routine continues until one day the professor does not return to the train station. Hachiko, however, does not give up. He returns to the same train station at the same time, faithfully waiting for his owner to return. Hachiko does this for more than nine years, until his own death. This heartwarming tale that is already the stuff of legend in Japan is finally making its way to America by way of prominent director Lasse Hallström. With an equally capable cast, the experience of Hachikos unending loyalty is certain to stay with you. Hachikos story is one of love, unwavering devotion, and the resounding impact one dogs affection can make.
It is definetly worth watching, I read the story about this Akita before I even heard about the movie. One day at work it caught my eye, only because it had a picture of an Akita, I really wanted to watch it. I googled the trailer when I got home and read some of the comments and a lot of people that have watched it said you should have a box of tissue ready. It was heart warming and it definetly made me cry.
I just hope people don't go out and get Akita Inus just because they look freaking adorable in this movie. To be honest, I'm not an exepert or anything, I think they used Shiba Inu puppies for when Hachi was younger. I am not a 100% sure whether or not if it's true or not simply because its harder to tell if they're a shiba puppy or an akita puppy because its on a screen,
After watching this movie,I have the sudden urge to watch "A tale of Mari and 3 puppies," again. Its been a year since I've watched it, but it's sooo cute! It's a SHIBA this time! I wished my shiba was still a puppy so I can hold him in my lap and stroke him and hug him and cry into his coarse fur.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
New songs addiction~
I really lack the urge to blog about anything, plus I don't have pictures on my laptop.. or my camera.
Lack of photos = reading a really long body of text, like your text book about something that your going to be tested on in Finals.
Any ways, I've been downloading quite a bit of songs, I guess this post can be like my part 2 of my Happy Songs blog post. So on with the songs! Oh, I feel I should add this in as well, some of these songs I downloaded a while ago and just decided to add them. I'm just doing this based on the songs playing on my ipod and makes me happy or I know these are songs that I'm addicted to*.
**and Korean.
Lack of photos = reading a really long body of text, like your text book about something that your going to be tested on in Finals.
Any ways, I've been downloading quite a bit of songs, I guess this post can be like my part 2 of my Happy Songs blog post. So on with the songs! Oh, I feel I should add this in as well, some of these songs I downloaded a while ago and just decided to add them. I'm just doing this based on the songs playing on my ipod and makes me happy or I know these are songs that I'm addicted to*.
- Jason Derulo - Love Hangover
- Claude kelly - Waste my time
- Fama - Dream girl (6 wings version) / Ckwan's version
- Daniel D- The truth
It's an older song, but I will forever be addicted to this song. - Epik High - Run**
- Claude Kelly - Crash
- Corey Latif williams - Promise me
- Neyo - Heartbreaker
**and Korean.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Happy Songs!
I'm sure we all have a few songs that we listen to when we're sad or just feeling down or you just want a feel good song to dance to! Well I don't have a set list of songs that I always listen to when I'm feeling down or anything like that, but it is nice to have a song you can listen to when you had a rough start to the week.
So here are the list of my songs, in no particular order. I tried to keep most of the songs to English songs. It's kind of hard for me since majority of my music is very Asian. Don't judge the songs by it's title. Some of these might have a "emo" name, but trust me they may or may not make you feel better. It kind of also depends on what kind of music you enjoy listening to.
So here are the list of my songs, in no particular order. I tried to keep most of the songs to English songs. It's kind of hard for me since majority of my music is very Asian. Don't judge the songs by it's title. Some of these might have a "emo" name, but trust me they may or may not make you feel better. It kind of also depends on what kind of music you enjoy listening to.
- Owl City -The Saltwater Room
In general you can't go wrong with Owl City songs, they are mellow yet up beat? I don't know if I'm using the right words to describe their songs. - B.O.B ft Bruno Mars - Nothing on You
- Claude Kelly - I hate love
- Glee - It's my life/confessions prt 2.
I don't like the story line, however I do love the songs and I do like this mash up. - Notorious MSG -Dim sum girl
- Ne-yo - I come first
- Ne-yo - Move a long
- 3OH!3 Ft Katy Perry - star struck
- Jason Derulo - Love Hangover
- B.O.B- fool for love
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Welcome world!
The last two weeks have gone by really fast. I thought it was going to go by really slow since I had nothing planned or any one to go out to the free events with since most of my friends had used the break to catch up on their homework and readings.
For the entire two weeks that I had my days off, I spent most of it on Robson and it's surrounding areas. The crowds were pretty wild and everyone was super friendly. We had people giving away free hugs, any one that had their hands up got a high five to people just standing on street corners chanting "Go Canada go!", singing Oh Canada and of course "FUCK U.S.A!" well, that was yesterday...we gotta cheer on our Canadian team!
I was lucky and I got to go to the award ceremony. Well the guy I'm currently seeing, his friend got 3 extra tickets and wanted some people to go with her. It was a fun to go to, except for the constant sitting and standing for each country's national anthem. We might as well just stood for the whole thing until the performers came. To be honest, I never heard of the The Great Big Sea, so I was bored during their performance. My friend explained to me that they were Newfie folk band, they got the crowd going. Once I had moved down from my assigned seats down to the ground floor, the couple next to me began to do a folk dance. I kind of felt sorry for the boyfriend...he was forced to dance by his girlfriend.
any ways pictures time!
**warning its bit on the heavy side**
For the entire two weeks that I had my days off, I spent most of it on Robson and it's surrounding areas. The crowds were pretty wild and everyone was super friendly. We had people giving away free hugs, any one that had their hands up got a high five to people just standing on street corners chanting "Go Canada go!", singing Oh Canada and of course "FUCK U.S.A!" well, that was yesterday...we gotta cheer on our Canadian team!
I was lucky and I got to go to the award ceremony. Well the guy I'm currently seeing, his friend got 3 extra tickets and wanted some people to go with her. It was a fun to go to, except for the constant sitting and standing for each country's national anthem. We might as well just stood for the whole thing until the performers came. To be honest, I never heard of the The Great Big Sea, so I was bored during their performance. My friend explained to me that they were Newfie folk band, they got the crowd going. Once I had moved down from my assigned seats down to the ground floor, the couple next to me began to do a folk dance. I kind of felt sorry for the boyfriend...he was forced to dance by his girlfriend.
any ways pictures time!
**warning its bit on the heavy side**
although you can't see it very well, thats the crazy mob on Robson.
The Cauldron
The award ceremony!
I forgot what sport this was but it was the men..China with Bronze. USA with Silver, and i forgot who got gold.
Yes, we were there. Picture was for bragging rights.
FAMA 農夫 - I BELIEVE U CAN FLY
My new Chinese song addiction.. now to find this ring tone because it's just awesome.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Formspring!
Okay, along with the hype of tumblr, facebook and twitter... I thought I'd join formspring.me. Yeah i was bored and I was curious. Any ways basically its a site where you can ask me anything and I'll answer them - if i feel like answering it or think if it's interesting enough.
some of the ones I've seen so far were insults. Yeah bit low for some people.... guess it feeds their inner internet troll. Sad.
some of the ones I've seen so far were insults. Yeah bit low for some people.... guess it feeds their inner internet troll. Sad.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Winter 2010 - Olympics! + Valentines
That has been the biggest problem for me so far. I get so damn distracted by other people, it's not even funny. I really need to pull up my socks and stop being so social with other people. I'm glad that I have friends to remind me not to be so social and actually make time to do some homework. Well now that the Vancouver 2010 olympics are going on, I have 2 weeks off from school. I feel that i should relax in the first week and do all the homework during the last week. While on the other hand, I have the nagging conscience telling me that I should do my homework this week then I can realx during the next. I tried doing some homework, but its really distracting with two dogs to care for. I need to find a way for one dog to stop being so need
Well, Sunday was Valentines and I had a good time with the person I spent Valentines with. We went for dinner and a stroll around downtown and checked out some of the events that was taking place around Robson square. I kept telling myself that I should of brought my camera - but I kept forgetting to. GRR! I wanted to shoot myself in the head for forgettiing it. I mean It's the bloody olympics and Valentines day! There's so much going around the city that it's totally worth it to take some pics of the scenery and the lovers around us. Although we didn't see anything picture worthy - it would of been nice to get some pictures of what it was like to be downtown in Vancouver during the olympics.
I only got pictures of what was inside the Coke thing. The coke thing was kind of entertaining. They were giving out free cokes, at the entrance there was a show case of the torches in the last couple of years (pictured above). I actually like the torch that Beijing had *biased answer because I'm Chinese*, Turin? and the one that was hosted in Japan. Inside there was also a thing where you can take a picture with the torch *god my face looks fat*, as well as the coke bear *no pun intended* .I was too busy being entertained in the Samsung place. They had random performances promoting their new phone the Omnia 2. I kind of want it now, but I don't know if it's enough for me to give up the Blackberries for it. Any ways, before we left to go get dinner, there was an improv section. I guess the best line out of the whole thing would of been "EAT TURKEY!" sent in by my date and valenties. He got lucky being the first one recieved, he also won a limited edition Samsung -olympic pin. It looked soo cool. I want one now.. boo urns. I shall find a way to get it now.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Ideal wedding - MORE DRESS IDEAS!
Last year, I made a post regarding what my ideal wedding would be like- click here. I admit that blog post wasn't very well thought out. I believe most of my blog posts aren't very well thought out in the first place. It's usually just me rambling - as per usual.
Any ways, distracted by the internet, I was clicking the stumble button to see if I can find anything interesting to waste my time on or at least find a recipe worth trying out. Instead I ended up looking at on a fashion blog, displaying some of the 2010 designs by a designer named Papilio? (I don't know if that's the designer or the brand, but then again MOST brands are named after the designer[s])
So here are some of my favorite ones and something I can see myself wearing walking down the aisle and being united with the guy whom I plan to spend the rest of my life with.
Any ways, distracted by the internet, I was clicking the stumble button to see if I can find anything interesting to waste my time on or at least find a recipe worth trying out. Instead I ended up looking at on a fashion blog, displaying some of the 2010 designs by a designer named Papilio? (I don't know if that's the designer or the brand, but then again MOST brands are named after the designer[s])
So here are some of my favorite ones and something I can see myself wearing walking down the aisle and being united with the guy whom I plan to spend the rest of my life with.
The complete gallery can be found here: fashion served
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