I'm here- in a shower curtain for you.

had to re-watch glee just for this one scene, which made me literally lol.

Day 1 of Insanity.

Okay, so I have completed one thing of the insanity work out. I printed out the calender as well so i know what work out I should be doing.

Any ways, a little history about my self - I'm 20 years old and I weigh about 123, and I'm 5'4. I am not 100% sure if my weight is correct, my scale is currently broken so I got my weight and bmi from my wii fit.
My goal weight to have before August or my friend's 3rd annual beach day, is to be at 120 and hopefully a body like Jessica Biel.



Okay so today I did a bit of Yoga on the wii fit just to work on my balance. I noticed i have more balance on my right then my left; so i'm trying to even that out and hopefully it'll improve my posture. Later in the afternoon i finally got around to doing the insanity fit test, and here are the results:

Week 1 start:

Swift kick - 61
Power Jacks - 43
Power Knees -30
Power Jumps - 21
Globe jump -6
Suicide jump -5
Push up jack - 2
Low plank oblique -21

As you can see...I'm very out of shape. Now that I got nothing but time I'm going to try and improve it...by trying to get myself back into shape.

Summer goals.

Okay!

I think i binged eat enough in the last couple of days. Now i gotta work it off, keep it off and look and feel great. So i can rock my bikini with pride. Well maybe not pride but just feel damn good about it.

Well my work out goal for this summer is, to go running more when the weather permits, wii fit (mostly for the Yoga and maybe some strengthening). intensitive work out/ turbo jam/ hip hop abs. Which ever one i feel like working out to. I have a friend whose offering to train me for running and probably motivate me. He made this goal for me - I should go running as if  I'm training to do the Sun run 2011. It's way too far away and less motivating. So I'm trying to find another goal for myself.

I dont think I'm going to change anything about my diet, maybe eat more than two meals a day. I know its very bad but I'm going to try! I wished I can try the not eating after 7 PM diet, but my family eats dinner at 7pm so that is kind of unfeasible for me. I shall keep record of my progress on my blog here or maybe just write it down on post its and post them around my room hopefully it would motivate me a bit.

Quit asking me damnit.

Damnit. I am quite sick and tired of people asking me if I saw NPH on last week's episode of Glee singing areosmith's "Dream on" with Christopher Morrison. .

Ugh. So please stop messaging me asking if I saw that episode.

Again, Yes I have. I watch it religiously every tuesday. That is why I don't go out on tuesdays. If I do it's usually by force or after i watch it.

Bad Luck,

We all have back luck with something. Either it be at life, at tests, relationships....anything. I don't know how some of us plow through these problems. I seem to have the worst of luck out of everyone I know, I know some of these thigns can easily be changed with a little more effort put into these things and a better motivation to get me going. Honestly, sometimes there are things that can't be done to prevent these poor turn of events. All we can do is hope for the best and we don't fuck it up in the future.

Oh i dont feel like putting this in a seperate post, but honestly- sometimes I rant and vent to you is just for you to listen. I don't need your "advice," sometimes it hurts more to think about what you said than actually put it in to reality. It doesn't help me make the right decision. It just makes me want to punch you in the face some more.

Whytecliff park =D

So the weather finally decided to behave, it was a very nice day for an outdoor adventure with my boyfriend. I must admit, it was a fun little adventure after stuffing our faces at I hop. The new slammer (whipping cream, blueberry/strawberry/ cinnamon apple filling, pancake, cream cheese, and pancake) was a good, he was disappointed that it didn't look anything like it did in the advertisement. We were talking about flying a kite, I never flew a kite before - I know it's kind of sad for me to admit that. I guess we decided against it since it wasn't windy enough and my boyfriend didn't want to look stupid running with a 6 ft black shark kite that won't fly. I had a good chuckle at that image.

Well we ended up at Whyte Cliff park over in West Van. It was a very nice drive down there. I actually love the scenery and the view of the water. I wished I got some shots of it but I think it would of been a little hard in a moving  car. Now at Whyte Cliff park, the biggest tourist attraction would be the big giant rock they have there. (Awkwardly posted below:)

 

I don't know if a lot of people know this about me, but I'm terrified of heights. Yes, I am terrified of heights and the dark...and...bugs crawling on my leg... yeah. I'm terrified a lot of things. Just by looking at the picture, you'd think "oh that's not bad of a climb," I initially thought the same when I saw it, but as I started climbing it up more and more, I started getting a little nervous. I think quarter way up there I thought we were half way up to the top. Well, we weren't and I was starting to get a little nervous. I was terrified of slipping. Well long sobbing story later, I made it to the other side, got to sit there and enjoy the view for a bit before the horrible and painful climb back to land. On the way down a I ran into a geese sitting in it's nest. It startled me, and I  guess my boyfriend didn't notice it. When I pointed it out he wanted to pet it, too bad he didn't I would of loved to seen the reaction. I know I'm mean.

We were lucky to get some pictures and I kept commenting on how it looked like it was posing. It's probably used to it, after all... its getting to be tourist season. Or it;s surprised some one noticed it sitting there.


 
 






























The view from the beach:















annnd to top it off: my nervous face?