K Y U . says:
hm odd to be honest i dont know why anyone would leave you. from what I can tell how you are now is you are an amazing girlfriend
i mean you work, go to school, and is cute and loveable lol
. K Y U . says:
of course nie nie<3
dont brind yourself down because you think you did something wrong ok? you're a perfectly fine girl
and if i was living in canada, trust me lol you'd be the first girl id go after and id be persistent about it haha
. K Y U . says:
everytime i stop talking to you
i always wonder "damn... if i was in canada i'd prolly be hella up on annie"
hahaha nd i just think about how great of a girl you've become
and it makes me smile to know that you're still safe and an amazing person
Thank you for all the words of encouragement you gave me over the period of time. I don't know if you know how much they mean to me coming from you. I wished you can see my reaction when I read your kind words. I do wish you were in Canada too. I wouldn't mind dating you, well have a real relationship instead of that long distance thing we had long time ago. Thank you so much for being around when my mother was fighting for her life against cancer, thank you again for being there and listening to me cry over the phone. I kind of feel bad about the things I've said and done in the past, I really do. I thought you would of never stuck around... i thought you'd be like every other guy I've liked and dated. They never really stuck around as friends- even if they wanted to remain as friends.
Most of the times when you talk to me, I usually brush off all the compliments and the jokes you make about us being togther. I never thought you were being serious, after all you do have a girlfriend or probably a long line of girls waiting to date you. Sometimes I feel down when you tell me about the problems you have with your girlfriends. I don't understand why any one would act that way to you. I still don't know why you went out with Jane! I know its been 3-4 years and I still remember. I still remember the day you discovered "our song," then we later found out the person sings it lives in your area. I still remember about how our talks about if we got married you'd take my last name, so your intials will spell PAW instead of PAN. Ahh, such fond memories I have of us.
You never fail to make me laugh, that trait feels like, at least to me, its a natural thing. It comes to you naturally and so effortlessly. You don't seem to get offended when i say somethings to you when I'm mad. You just laugh it off and treat it as if its nothing. You know your a dork, you call me long distance for no reason, well maybe except the times when you woke up to call me and tell me about your strange dreams about us hanging out. I hope your strange dreams do come true. I want to meet you in person and see if your the same awesome person I exchange texts with over msn and text messages. Maybe after spending a day with me, well probably less then a day you'd see why I get dumped or discover something new or maybe I learn something new about you...like how much of an ass hole you are. I kid. If i went down to modesto to meet you, I'd probably spend more time with your dog. I dont want to make your girlfriend jealous or make her feel neglected. I don't want you to break up with her just because I'm around. I know I sound very self -centered, but I don't know what you'd do. When we talk, you never mention her, its like she doesnt exist at all and I feel like if I'm your girlfriend.
well, like you said I shouldn't bring myself down. So I'll try not to in the future. Thanks again for everything you do.
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