God damnit.

I don't understand exes sometimes. I know why they're called exes for a reason, things don't work out and  then boom you guys break up right? Take some part apart from each other and let things cool down then go out and find another person; or just stay single for awhile and just enjoy the freedom.

Any ways, my last ex broke up with me and we got back together a few times and it never worked out. So the last try I knew it wasn't going to work out and I know the feelings for him weren't really there any more. We just kept talking as friends. Eventually, he began sounding very upset and whining, well not exactly whining, just being a downer and saying how he hates being a lone and finding some one is hard. I just gave in and suggested a site for him to meet some new people, just because the one where we met on wasn't all that great. I guess that site I suggested to him made him really happy. Happy enough to make him message and call me telling me that we were matched up again. I kind of found that funny how an online dating site matched us up together again, after many fail attempts trying to make this simple relationship work.

Any who, I started seeing different people more. Some didn't work out some did. I'm currently happily seeing some one. I wasn't sure if i should continue casual dating with so many different guys because I just wanted to be considerate to certain people's feelings. I didn't want to make myself sound easy or make them think that they're a possible rebound. But after one certain phone call from a certain person, rubbing it in my face that he's attaching himself to another girl, THEN had the guts to suggest that I may want "something." I knew what that something was, and I wasn't interested in it. It's okay when two friends whom are not seeing any one to do it, I guess. But it's definitely not okay when your both seeing some one.  I just told him and i guess he was okay with it.

Now,  I thought since he attached himself to another girl, I thought it was a bit odd that he was calling me. I was out with my boyfriend, and yeah i thought it was really weird. I had a feeling as to why he called. But honestly, I know i was your first. You have another girl that your getting attached to, if you want something like sexual or cuddling, please go see her. Don't come to me, that's not what I'm for. If i wanted to be pleasured I'll ask my boyfriend or just cuddle with my boyfriend.

Another rant- simple and straight to the point. we broke up almost 6 months ago. Stop calling me and asking if i wanna go out for coffee and catch up.

No i do not. Stop calling and trying to ask.